Am I Really Here?

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Hey.

Wow, so basicaly...
I'm starting a blog
I need to keep a file of my life..

Let's start off by telling you who I am, Mr. Blog.

I don't know who I am.

I like to intoxicate myself to forget imaginary problems.

I let my cat attack me to hurt myself.
So that when somebody asks me where the scars are from
my imediate resonse is
"my cat scratched me"

I think I love Aimee
then why can't I go out with her?
Because it's not socially accepted.
I'm messing with her mind
help?

I lie about alot of things
I
cant
Stop

Maybe I'm not really Bi...
Am I ?

I take Prozac
because of my anxiety problems.
Stupid panic attacks
I lie to my therapist about them
because I'm lazy

help